i feel so tired. I was c-van for hours today. Tomorrow is my trip to OHSU. I hope something comes of this. I need to write down all the questions I have. At least, I get to ride the tram and have lunch with a friend whjo works up there. And I am going by myself. I just don't want to get too hopeful, but then again, I want some hope that maybe this won't be a colossal waste of time. Wish me luck.