One of the things I really hate about the situation I am in is that I have to wear a diaper. Yes, not only is this embarassing, but I feel like a 2 yearold. It's itchy and smelly – not to mention looks like I have a giant package under my clothes, if you know what I mean. And I feel dirty, all the time peeing in your pants sucks. Especially when it leaks and reaches my inner thigh. I'm itching there,  andall over the edges of my diaper. And I smell. I don't think I'll find a guy like this.